Jaded...that pretty much sums me up as of late. Not sure of the meaning....hit up Dictionary.com & check it out. I must admit it's not my choice of adjectives. But it seems to be most accurate for the moment.
In all honesty it's probably the exact opposite of how I feel 99.9% of the time. I'm not sure if it's PMS or PUBLIC or IDIOTS or all of the above that has me dwelling in a sub-par state but whatever it is it seems to have a hold on me. My saving grace....God & His path for me and my dreams.
My prayer list is long and even somewhat selfish. There are so many people I know, friends & family dealing with the "C" word that I would appreciate prayers for each of them as they go through this journey and for their families. I have friends who I long for them to know Christ....more over to WANT to know Christ, prayers for them and for me that I might be the proper witness. For my children that they make good choices in all they do and that a fire might be lit inside of them driving them toward a passion all the while bringing glory to God. For my family and all of the "stuff" ...literally we have to go through and deal with. All the legalese of mom's passing, her home & stuff, an eventual auction, AND our current homes, the remodeling on both of them and PRAYERS for a buyer!!!
I feel as though time is fleeting by and I'm stuck....ugh! Prayers for me too I guess. Difficult to ask for as I'm not really suffering, we have home(s), full pantry & refrigerator, jobs, and health, friends, etc.... In short, I'm truly blessed yet feel like I need ......need what? I don't know.....other than to move!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
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well today is certainly a day for me to need to talk to you! so many things running through my mind. from cheer & all the frustrations with it, to requesting continued prayer for us selling one of our homes SOON, to new prayers for my friend marcia rush & her family. there's so much going on.
andy is in NJ for the week, i pray he'll have safe travels and a great week. keep looking out for matt! basketball season is approaching and it concerns me. he enjoys it, will be going to jt's for workouts over fall break so there's a lot to look forward to, what i'm not looking forward to and hopefully it won't happen this year is the mean spirits that have reared their ugly heads in the past. so hoping that won't happen this year. he's going to belize for basketball missions trip with quite a large group next summer so really praying this year is a stepping stone i the right direction for him.
i've also been feeling overly annoyed of late. which has really led me to pull back or completely out of involvement with stuff. not at all like me but really feeling it's best as so many others i'm finding beyond stupid & overly annoying. it's as though i've adapted zero tolerance for others. i swear as i grow older i'll become a hermit! needless to say a move to the country with our own private 7 1/2 acres is much needed and the sooner the better! .....like the song says, change is gonna do me good!
well, it's a georgeous day & the week is suppose to be awesome. i'm gonna put some soup on for us to enjoy this evening. i love & miss you loads. wish i could feel your touch.
ttyl
andy is in NJ for the week, i pray he'll have safe travels and a great week. keep looking out for matt! basketball season is approaching and it concerns me. he enjoys it, will be going to jt's for workouts over fall break so there's a lot to look forward to, what i'm not looking forward to and hopefully it won't happen this year is the mean spirits that have reared their ugly heads in the past. so hoping that won't happen this year. he's going to belize for basketball missions trip with quite a large group next summer so really praying this year is a stepping stone i the right direction for him.
i've also been feeling overly annoyed of late. which has really led me to pull back or completely out of involvement with stuff. not at all like me but really feeling it's best as so many others i'm finding beyond stupid & overly annoying. it's as though i've adapted zero tolerance for others. i swear as i grow older i'll become a hermit! needless to say a move to the country with our own private 7 1/2 acres is much needed and the sooner the better! .....like the song says, change is gonna do me good!
well, it's a georgeous day & the week is suppose to be awesome. i'm gonna put some soup on for us to enjoy this evening. i love & miss you loads. wish i could feel your touch.
ttyl
