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Good morning momma!

Well, this past weekend was the 1st weekend in December.  And the 1st in what seems like forever that there was no open house at E & K gift shop.  Weird.  Like most days, it came & went.  It's all been weird really.  I'm not always sure what I'm doing, feeling and not having you there to talk things through is tough. 

The kids are wanting to go to your house for Christmas this year.  I am not.  You're not there.  I just want to take a year off.  The holiday falls on a Sunday this year and I just want to go to church and reflect.  Celebrate what was an then next year implement new traditions.  I felt the same way about Thanksgiving too.  Perhaps I'm being selfish wanting to keep it simple and more reflective.  I don't know. 


This has sure been a year like no other.  Both houses for sale.  Both houses still being remodeled.  Your passing.  Your house yet to go through.  To say it's all overwhelming would be the understatement of the year.

I wanted to tell you "thanks" for being with me.  I feel you near and believe sometimes it's what keeps me going.  You were so strong. 

There are just a few weeks left in this year.  And I'm cautiously optimistic for a new one.  The potential for additional life changes is there for sure.  God knows I've been praying for one in particular to happen.  And if it does, I find it comforting to know you'll know where we land.  So glad I got to show you the house. 

Kinda looking for a sign as to how to handle this Christmas as I just don't know what to do.

I love you too momma and miss you loads. 

I'll call you later.