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hey mom.  it's been awhile.   i've enjoyed our :11 convo's throughout the day.  i sure do miss you...especially today.  not so sure why today but nonetheless today you occupy my thoughts.  there's not much new to catch you up on.  i'm so ready to see the dr. on monday!  and ready for relief.

mom, i'm feeling like i'm floundering at times.  i could use some of your encouragement....or swift kick in the hind side, which ever you would find most fitting.  :)  i need you to tell me i'm gonna be ok.

i can't seem to get the morning of your surgery out of my mind.  you looked very pretty.  i don't think i told you that.  but you did.  ....as always.  you were so afraid....i could see it in your eyes and hear it in your voice.  it was different than any other time.  i knew it and felt it too....but didn't want you to be afraid, or worried.

anyway, just thought i'd call you.  i miss hearing your voice and was blessed to watch the video of you the other night.  what a comfort.  so anyway, feel free to visit me whenever.  until then...i love & miss you mom.