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well, amboy is listed.  still have to have drywall finished, floors covered, paint, siding, kitchen cabinets set & bathrooms....but it's listed.  kim has been helping here.  or doing it is more like it.  i'm such a sloth.  so over all the fixing up & what not, and just ready to sell & be done...move & be done...just ready to be done. 

it's been a week of missing you loads for me.  i think matt is really missing you too.  we shared in some tears together monday night.  i feel like there's just so much that i need to hear from you.  i can get out what i need to say but not hearing your response is really starting to bum me out. 

we meet with mark next thursday.  i pray it just goes smooth.  i don't know why it shouldn't.  you know me, not good with processes.  and lately it seems as though that's all life has been.  wish i could just make what needs to happen...happen. 

well, i miss you....that's really all for now.  i'm taking kate to dr. later.  her lungs are hurting again.  once we get more meds i'm sure she'll be fine. 

trying to keep it all together through all of this.  ....you know me, not really one to "lose" it. 

and i "really love you too"

talk to you later.